For the final part of my
series of posts in preparation for ministry selection, looking at a film, an
exhibition, a non-theological book and a theological text, I’ve decided to look
at a collection of essays edited by Jonny Baker and Cathy Ross, called ‘The Pioneer Gift: Explorations in Mission’. This contains twelve contributions from
a range of practitioners, lay and ordained, some of whom are publishing their
first such piece. I found it an interesting and thought-provoking book as
someone going through a process of selection to become a minister in what’s
often referred to as ‘inherited’ church, though I cannot deny I felt a sense of
frustration growing inside me as I journeyed through it, alongside much useful
food for thought.
I’ve explored material on
fresh expressions of church and pioneer ministry before, and I struggle with the
way that, for all the talk of a genuine mixed-economy church, the reality often
means people like me keeping the ‘old way’ going, while others get on with the
‘creative stuff’, like we’ve created two parallel strands that don’t connect
very often. While this book is much better than much of what I’ve previously read
at avoiding this trap, my burning question at the end of it was, essentially,
about where people like me fit into the picture. I want to and can reach out to
those for whom a transformative relationship with Jesus Christ isn’t yet there,
and there’s no way I’m giving up a well-paid and enjoyable job to be a
professional manager of institutional decline. Yet, given I think God’s calling
me to work predominantly in ‘traditional’ church, I was left wondering how that
fits with a desire to move beyond its boundaries.
I’m not going to give a
blow-by-blow account of each chapter, as much as anything else because Sally’s
already done this extremely well in her review. Rather, I want to draw out the
aspects that most interested and grabbed me, as well as pondering the above
question.
So that brings me to Jonny Baker’s opening chapter, looking at the nature of the pioneer gift, which in
his words is “the gift of not fitting in”. Pioneers are those who have the
vision to see new possibilities and then to work to bring them to life, which
he argues is something every church needs “if it is to have a future and not
get stuck … if it is to be missional and move out of its comfort zone”. The
church has needed such people in every age, yet the term still retains
ambiguity and complexity, allowing for diversity in both its expression and the
range of people called to walk its path. Consequently, it flourishes through
authentic expression of what it means for each pioneer to be thus in their
context, as opposed to trying to conform to predefined expectations. At its
core is mission; pioneering is about orientating to the true North of the missio dei, in traversing a rapidly
changing cultural landscape while learning from the Bible and history, and
developing a “mission spirituality” to sustain the journey.
Baker goes on to discuss
some of the difficulties encountered by pioneers and those seeking to support,
train and authorise them within existing denominational structures. He argues
that it needs “imagination, courage, tenacity and resilience (and indeed velocity)”
to resist being sucked back into a “business as usual” framework, and that the
journey of change the church needs to go on to make this smoother will not be
easy. Moreover, one of the dangers in trying to share the Gospel in new
contexts is that the culture of those doing so gets unwittingly imposed on the
recipients, so deep engagement with those cultural contexts and a willingness on
the part of pioneers to let go of some of their own preconceptions is
necessary. It’s thus a gift that takes time to grow and to flourish, and
requires being what he calls “path-finding dissenters”; that is, people able to
“bridge the gap between the Gospel and culture, imagining and implementing new
strategies”.
A good deal of the rest of
the essays flow from Baker’s, and pick up on the ideas and challenges outlined
above. Cathy Ross talks about her experience as part of the Church Mission Society (CMS), and outlines various aspects of what mission means in practice: sight means reading culture and context,
properly seeing and therefore respecting and valuing others, and being able to
imagine a different way to be that goes against the grain. Emptiness and hiddenness mean self-emptying love (with a note of
caution about ignoring our own needs) and an emphasis on the aspects of
discipleship that aren’t always seen and recognised, rather than focusing on
headline-grabbing quantitative (numerical) growth as the end point of
everything. Hospitality means mutually
enriching relationship, echoing Ann Morisy’s argument about the transformative
power of meeting others on equal terms, and homelessness
involves stepping out into alien theological territory, into the wilderness, and
letting go of current thinking to receive new insights from God.
I found this a very
helpful chapter, in that while her focus is on pioneers, much of what Ross says
is more widely applicable. After all, discipleship is by its nature relational, rather than something that
happens in isolation. Consequently, there’s a need in every context to learn
how to see anew, to catch glimpses of the unexpected and transformative things
the Holy Spirit is doing in our communities, and to properly care for the
marginalised and easily overlooked people that we encounter. We follow a God
who took human form, was often to be found teaching, healing, challenging and receiving
at the dining table, and who became the servant of all, so it’s natural that diakonia and hospitality should be
central to mission. Additionally, like it or lump it, the church will need to
change drastically in the coming years due to declining resources (people and
financial), so we’ll all need to risk theological (and ecclesiological)
homelessness in order to discover where God’s leading us next.
This idea of theological
homelessness is further developed in three chapters that illustrate the need for
existing doctrinal ideas to be challenged and reformed. Anna Ruddick talks
about her work with the Eden Network in troubled communities, with the language
of transformation being far more
natural for the young people she encountered than traditional terms like
salvation and redemption. Andrea Campanale works in South West London, and
talks about her experience of shame
being at the root of the difficulty many have trusting that God loves them,
rather than a sense of sinfulness. This pushed her to explore the stories and
thinking in our tradition that can speak to this and bring about healing, to
help people integrate their actual and ideal selves (her ‘Screen Eucharist’
liturgy is a very powerful example of this in practice).
On a related theme, Emma Nash talks about her research on the language of sin, arguing that “we need to present sin as a profoundly
relational dysfunction” that causes us to be estranged from others and God, and
not simply about “guilty thoughts, words and deeds”. This also means acknowledging
systematic injustices far more prominently than is often the case. Moreover, she
wonders if we need to find words that don’t “require people to acknowledge
wrong in their lives in the first instance” but instead “invite them to spend
time with a person and experience a friendship like no other”. All this stems
from findings that suggest that sin and atonement formed very little part in
becoming a Christian among many of her interviewees. Additionally, the
conception of sin as relating to ‘naughty thoughts’, particularly of the sexual
variety, didn’t connect with people in a society where there’s more freedom than
ever to construct one’s own moral code and understanding.
I found these three
chapters fascinating; the question of finding language to express Christian
faith that connects with people outside the church is crucial for all
Christians. As a local preacher working in secular employment, predominantly
with people around my own age (late 20s and early 30s), my experience has been
that much of the language we take for granted simply doesn’t resonate beyond
the church walls, or indeed the concepts
we think are most important aren’t always those occupying others. 1 Peter talks
about being able to give an account one’s faith, in that case to a bunch of
Christians derided for being different and not fitting in with the world around
them. If we’re going to carry on that fine tradition of not fitting in as a
gift, pointing to an exciting and life-giving different way to be, as a core
part of discipleship, we need to take this challenge seriously.
As an example, shame is
something that experience tells me resonates with a lot of people who believe themselves
unlovable for a whole variety of reasons, often connecting with deep hurts and
or a sense of not living up to social expectations in some way. Lecturing
people about sin in these circumstances can be not just unhelpful, but actively
harmful, as Nash recognises. I once took part in research looking at the impact
on transgender people of shame, in a society that is more open than many but
where negative and hostile attitudes to gender nonconformity can lead to people
struggling with self-hatred or profound embarrassment. In that situation, being
able to speak of God’s loving acceptance and always having known and delighted
in us exactly as we really are, has the potential to bring about healing and
help people towards wholeness. Placing too much emphasis on sin, on the other
hand, risks further alienating a group generally wary of Christianity, for good
reason.
Moving from some of the
gifts pioneers can offer the wider church to some of the difficulties they
experience living with it, Doug Gay and Gerald Arbuckle talk about some of the frustrations
of dealing with existing institutions, and obstacles to bringing about change,
respectively. Gay (who I met on Iona once upon a time…) is a lecturer in
practical theology at the University of Glasgow. He discusses not being able to
get permission to start up a new project from the local incumbent, and the
issues caused by not having ‘permission-givers’ enabled to make things happen
in his denomination, the Church of Scotland. Arbuckle, an anthropologist now
working in Australia, explores the nature of myth. He reflects on the hope for
reform present at the time of Vatican II, and what went wrong as cultures and
structures did not change enough to prevent conservatism regaining the upper
hand.
These two chapters point
to one of the challenges I guess pioneers face: how to carve out the space to enable
them to take risks and start something new. Feeling threatened by new people
rocking up, or worrying about Christianity being dumbed down in some sense, are
probably common reasons for hostility towards pioneers arising. It also takes
time and concerted effort to bring about cultural change. However, I do wonder
if this is a two-way problem, and that actually pioneers may not notice some of
the gifts and resources that inherited church has to offer. Perhaps they
sometimes fail to recognise that although starting from a different base, there
are those of us looking to straddle the two worlds, to connect with the
surrounding culture and context in ways that engage those on the edges of or
outside the church, alongside refusing to give up on what’s there already.
There’s also an issue that pervades church life generally, of cliques forming
and those on the outside not being taken seriously, on both ‘sides’.
With that backdrop, Karlie Allaway’s contribution was a breath of fresh air. It gave me hope that the
false dichotomy between inherited church and fresh expressions/pioneer ministry
is gradually being broken down, at least in some contexts. Allaway is a Roman
Catholic, and she reflects on the challenges and joys of living together in
community and the central role for her of sacramentality. Coming from that
tradition myself (I’m a recovering Anglo-Catholic!), it
makes a great deal of sense that a sacramental worldview “does something
profound to your imagination. When you can see how beautiful everything is
meant to be, or rather actually is, this makes you look differently”. Making
the connection with Walter Brueggemann’s ‘The Prophetic Imagination’, she
argues that sacramental communities could be surprisingly prophetic through the
experience of being marginalised, and thus learning to see things differently. From
this base, her community engaged meaningfully in mission and made a difference
to others. I also appreciated her vulnerability, and her prayer of becoming is
beautiful.
Overall, this is an
interesting book that made me think, has influenced my preaching and worship
leading, and challenged my understanding of mission. It has a good range of
material, and while full of thoughtful reflection on experience, isn’t light on
theological exploration. However, I did also feel somewhat irritated that,
although better than most at not succumbing to the temptation to pit inherited
church and pioneer ministry against one another, this was still there,
implicitly if not explicitly, in many of the essays. I can’t help but wonder
where someone like me fits into the picture. I’m attracted to the Methodist
Diaconal Order because I like the idea of working on the margins and with those
outside church, though the importance for me of the sacraments means
presbyteral ministry makes more sense. I also feel a desire to step out, take
risks and try new things, but to do so from a base in inherited church, rather
than as a pioneer minister. So where do I fit in? Or is the real value in not fitting in anywhere?